Facing Fears

The newest lesson included instructions from Miss Blue to post on here about a fear I have faced and how I dealt with it. I'm not very good at recalling past experiences or describing much of anything, but here we go. I guess I could say that while I had been fascinated with elements of BDSM for about 10 years now, it was only in the last 3 that I have been able to actually perform tasks for dominant women. One of the areas that has always been of interest was CBT. So I guess when I first got a chance to try it out for myself I was a little scared of the unknown. I didn't know what I was getting into, but knew it was something I just had to try. So while participating in a bdsm forum where subs are given tasks or can select from some that Dommes have already designed, I just knew I had to go for it and start with a task that involves cbt. It didn't involve much. She had me tie a rope around my balls that then whent back behind my neck and I had to do some situps with it attached that way. Every time I went back my balls were tightly pulled. As for facing fear I just had to convince myself that since others had already done it that it wouldn't cause any long term damage and that I had nothing to fear. Once I got through it I realized how much I enjoy it and now I always enjoy a little CBT in my BDSM play.